“Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover, everyone becomes a poet.” – Plato
The writer. On Monday night I met a grant writer/novel writer for drinks. We met at a beer pub. I had wine since I don’t drink beer. I like the guy to choose the place for the first date. He picked a place that was convenient for me to get to from my job and on the way to the train station. That was very thoughtful, specially since he had to travel 40 minutes to get there.
He was very nice and paid attention to every word I said. I talked a lot as usual. Now every now and then he will comment on something I said that day. When we said good bye at Grand Central we hugged and he asked if we could meet again, I said yes. It is now Saturday and no plans for a second date have been made.
Maybe I am just the impatient kind but I think if he really wanted to see me again he would have scheduled a second date by now. Is he waiting for me to say something?
He may have to wait forever because the longer it goes by the more reasons I keep finding on why this relationship wouldn’t work out in the long run. And maybe he is doing the same.
“Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle.” – Plato
The Korean. I am speaking to another guy but we have yet to make plans. His life revolves around a son that is very involved in sports. He is Korean. I have never went on a date with an Asian man. He seems extremely smart, so I am intrigued.
I gave him my number. I don’t always give my number out before meeting someone, but I did to him because he seemed so genuine. He has been calling me every day, sometimes more than once. He is supposed to check his schedule and come up with a time/place to meet.
Last night he called and we spoke for awhile. We are both jokers and I am not sure what we were talking about that I joked about having to put our wedding plans on hold, etc. I am only mentioning that conversation because after he hung up last night I haven’t heard from him again. He said he would call back later. It was already after 10 pm when he hung up, and he never called again. It is now 4 pm the next day and nothing.
I am thinking that perhaps the jokes scared him. We were both used to joke about things, and we had an understanding that we would communicate and clear up any misunderstandings.
Whenever anyone has offended me, I try to raise my soul so high that the offense cannot reach it. – Rene Descartes
I texted him around noon, no reply. For some reason I think I will never him from him again. I am just curious to know what happened that he couldn’t have said anything. Why can people just communicate their thoughts and feelings?
Still, I may not like his action or lack of it, but I respect it. Next!
How sad it is that I am so easy to move on to the next person? Perhaps it is not sad, perhaps it is just the way I have to be to be able to survive on this online dating world. I have learned not to invest myself emotionally in anyone until I am sure they deserve that investment, specially if I didn’t even meet him yet.
I don’t like disappearing acts, but any time that happens I picture my guardian angels removing that person from my life because they are not good for me.
Thank you Guardian Angels! You know I need guidance. I have mistaken glitter for gold more than once.
“Doubt is the origin of wisdom” If you would be a real seeker after truth, it is necessary that at least once in your life you doubt, as far as possible, all things.– Rene Descartes
The dentist. I so wish that I was speaking about a date, but no, I am speaking about having dental issues. I am not sure I have mentioned before how much issues I have had with my teeth in the past. I have had cavities filled, extractions, root canals, gum grafts, bone grafts, implants. etc.
For the past 2 years I have enjoyed a reprieve. My dentist has plenty of ideas for more grafts and implants but nothing that I thought it was necessary. All I have done in my mouth was for necessity and not cosmetic.
I had stopped going to my dentist in Scarsdale, NY because he was too expensive. Scarsdale is synonymous with expensive. So since the middle of 2016 I have been going to one in my town that is more reasonable, since all I was doing was cleaning.
On Friday I went to her to have a front that looked chipped on the side fixed. While there I asked her to take a look at the gum on that side because it felt funny and it looked like there was a dark spot on the gum above the next tooth that happens to be an implant. She took x-rays and said all was fine. I was elated since I hardly ever have good news from dentists.
On Monday, out of the blue there was bleeding around the implant. It bled for a second, but I was extremely alarmed and immediately made an appointment with my original dentist.
The next day I took the day off and went to see him. I was bracing myself for the worst. I could already see surgery and stitches. He took x-rays and actual pictures. He lectures around the world so I am sure my teeth has been a case study somewhere.
He said I looked beautiful as usual and I said he looked old…not something I recommend anyone to tell their dentist or anybody else, but I was very nervous and his hair had turned grayer than I remembered.
He said that the implant, bone and gums looked great and it just looked like there was something underneath, which I had immediately said popcorn. The day before my co-worker mentioned popcorn when I said it looked like there was something under the gum. There are 2 things that I have been eating daily and that is popcorn and grapes.
He scraped under the gum and said he removed some pieces of it. He said to just take peroxide with a cotton swab and press against it. He also said I need to make an appointment to get a cleaning with his assistant, and at that time we would talk about things we need to get done.
I was elated… for a couple of days. Fast forward to a few days later my gum bled yesterday and today. It is not only the occasional bleeding but the nagging persistent feeling of subtle pain and numbness the sinus region. I was going to have that cleaning in December because that is when the insurance will pay for another cleaning, but I can no longer wait for that. On Monday I will call and get a cleaning asap.
Of course now I have spent hours Googling and reading about it. There is condition called Peri-Implant that sounds like a possibility. Funny thing while Googling is that I found an article that my own dentist wrote about it. I decided to stop Googling and just wait until I go back to the dentist. I need to stop crossing bridges before I get to them.
I need to get done additional gum grafts for receding gum in the back. Every time he mentions all that I need to get done I always have the same answer/joke: find me a rich husband and I will come here and do everything you wish.
Wishing you all blessed weekend! Thank you for taking the time to read.
Divide each difficulty into as many parts as is feasible and necessary to resolve it. – Rene Descartes