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“A good place to meet a man is at the dry cleaner. These men usually have jobs and bathe.” – Rita Rudner
- The Doctor continues to text every now and then and it seems that we have settled on friendship. I am happy with that. He is not boyfriend material as he doesn’t seem to know what he wants, but he can be a great friend. File under “No romance, but great conversations”
- The perfect guy that was emailing me has not reached out since I didn’t reply to his last email. Were he real he would wonder what happened and probably write inquiring. File this under “I dodged a bullet!”
- The much younger guy totally disappeared. I am considering filing a Missing Person’s Report.. File under “It was going to be a mistake anyway”
- I met someone (still from the Craigslist ad). We had a great time at dinner. He asked me on a second date that same evening and I said yes and said I would let him know when. I am having second thoughts now. He is recently divorced with 5 kids, and I have to say that 5 kids scare me. Also not a whole lot of chemistry, so I am not sure if I will go through with the second date. File under “Perhaps… the jury is still out”
- There was another guy emailing me, and even though he seemed nice he kept pushing me to meet him. I explained that my mom is in town and I am having some other stuff to take care of and asked for his patience. Still he continue to push me. I hate to be pressured on doing something, and I told him so. I think that it is the end of that. File under: “Patience is a virtue”
- My great blogger friend Vanessa from the Vanessence blog thought she had the perfect guy to introduce to me. Unfortunately when she reached out to him she found out he just got a girlfriend. I am not disappointed at all as it was a real long shot, but I am extremely happy that someone would think I am a great person to introduce to friends. File under: “It is good to be thought of”
- And now for the last update. On my post of May 11 I talked about a man from my past that I dated in 2007. He has never given up and always texted me every now and then, even thought I always ignored him. Right after Mother’s Day I gave in and replied to one of his texts. We started exchanging flirty texts, or so I thought; only for him to tell me that he has had a girlfriend since 2008.
At which point I said I was not interested, but he is still trying. Here are the texts he sent the following day (May 12):
I didn’t reply, I thought he would get the hint, but then again he doesn’t understand hints, so below are the texts from yesterday, to which I replied:
I cut off the rest of the message as there were personal information and names of people pertaining to the details of this event. I didn’t reply and will not again.
I have to come clean and confess that a tiny part of me would love to attend this Dinner Dance event. I also would love to see him again after almost ten years. I am curious. But not looking for drama. So this is an invitation that was easy to pass up.
If the past is any indication I will continue to hear from him every now and then. It is up to me not to reply again. Even though he has no business contacting anyone if he has a girldfriend I have no ill feelings towards him and I still think he has a good heart. I feel he is just misguided. He should invest the time he is wasting texting me into fixing his relationship.
Clearly they are growing apart. I once too thought it was okay for my boyfriend and I to go to events alone and take vacations apart. I am talking about the first boyfriend (one day I will write about that relationship – we were together for 20 years!!). I remember he never wanted to attend my work events. Even though I had always lied to myself and said it was fine, that he was just not comfortable in that enviroment, it was never fine. It signaled problems in the relationship. We disguised the unwilligness to support each other as freedom and individuality.
Relationships are hard work. It takes compromise and the willingness to venture into the uncomfortable to support each other. I want my significant other to be there next to me. I no longer need to stand alone somewhere to prove that I am my own person.
I would hate for somebody else to spend 20 years with someone that is not their match. Still, not regrets! Hidsight is 20/20. Moving forward. Looking back to just see how far I have come!
and file all this under: “Keeping the faith! It is not if, it is just when”
“Sometimes the comfort of being in a relationship lulls you into mundane complacency; you become irrelevant in each other’s lives. We call this phenomenon ‘growing apart’.” – Steve Maraboli