Arepa Mania Restaurant, City Island, Coming back from the past, Dubrovnik Restaurant, Eastchester, New Rochelle NY, NY, open doors and open hearts, Sea Shore Restaurant, Tapas & Cucina Restaurant
“What is past is past. never go back. Not for excuses. Not for justification, not for happiness. You are what you are, the world is what it is.” ― Mario Puzo
I should listen to Mario Puzo. I think you realize by now that I have a problem closing doors. I keep believing in redemption and second chances. Or perhaps I just think that the person will one day realize how amazing I really am. I am getting better though. I am slowly realizing I don’t have to talk to everyone. I don’t have to let everyone back in. I don’t have to be nice to everyone. I don’t have to be friends with everyone.
“Even a spineless arthropod shed what’s no longer useful and leaves it behind them. Are you not greater than they?” ― Jason Versey
I am deciding which online dating site I will be signing for next. It will probably be Match. While I decide and find the time to fill out a profile and upload photos, I have been busy with friends and some guys from the past.
There is this one guy that I don’t remember what name I gave him here. I actually don’t even remember if I wrote about him. Several years ago, we had a late-night date at a diner. Immediately it was friendly and not romantic.
Since then, he will call or text a couple of times a year. There is nothing interesting about his conversations. It is all about him complaining about being busy and gloating about making a lot money. He will always say that we need to get together and that he will call me to schedule. He never does. By now, I don’t even want to be friends anymore.
I have his name on my phone as “Waste of Time”, that should tell you how I feel about his texts and calls. Finally, I got tired and blocked him on Messenger.
The other day he found me on WhatsApp. After exchanging a couple of messages, I blocked him there too. It is the same song and dance. He is not even friend material.
From now on I have to remember to block people on both, Messenger and WhatsApp.
“Memory takes a lot of poetic license. It omits some details; others are exaggerated, according to the emotional value of the articles it touches, for memory is seated predominantly in the heart. The interior is therefore rather dim and poetic.” – Tennessee Williams
Then there is Mr. Stock: https://blessedwithastarontheforehead.wordpress.com/2021/09/10/the-prelude-to-the-unmasking-of-mr-stock/
We had a great time at that dinner over a year ago. I thought that he would ask me out again. He never did. Still, we continued the texting/talking relationship. I was okay with that because we have become good friends.
Last Friday he asked if I wanted to go out to dinner. I was surprised. I like to eat, so I said yes. I don’t mind last minute invitations. If I am free, I go.
We went to Dubrovnik’s in New Rochelle. He drove over 1 hour to take me to dinner. He said that it took him hours to get the courage to ask me out. I found that weird, and told him that. I don’t get what the fear was. Later I understood that he thought this was a date.
During dinner he hinted that he now feels ready for a relationship… with me. I was honest and said: Been there, done that! I told him about B., and how they are similar in the fact that they are both widowers and were not ready to date when we originally met. I told him I am not making that same mistake again.
I also said to him that I believe that if a man really likes a woman, he doesn’t wait 1 year to ask her out on a second date.
He tried to give me all sorts of excuses, but I was not moved. Friendship is the only thing on the table for him.
We continue to be friends.
“There exists in man a mass of sense lying in a dormant state, and which, unless something excites it to action, will descend with him, in that condition, to the grave.” ― Thomas Paine
Another guy, G. from a neighboring town reached out this week on WhatsApp. Are people all of a sudden discovering WhatsApp? He mentioned that we met on OKCupid last year. I was cautious as I didn’t remember anything about him. I asked him if he had changed phone numbers, as he was not on my contacts. He said that he didn’t. I was only able to remember him when he sent me a picture.
I asked why we had stopped communicating and he said that I went to Brazil to visit my parents and never got in touch again. That is very possible.
I went through my records. Yes, I do keep dating records. It does come in handy. On my notes on him, I wrote: “Seems nice, but doesn’t seem to be that interested. Divorce is not final yet.”
On my notes I have a different phone number for him. I will keep that in mind and ask him about it when we meet for coffee on Sunday.
“Potential has a shelf life.” ― Margaret Atwood
On Saturday (Jun11), a friend, my sister and I went to a new Venezuelan restaurant in my town called Arepa Mania. They had live music, and the two singers were great. Do you know when restaurants open too soon, before they are ready? That was the feeling I had. Still, it was good, the owners were very pleasant, the music fun, the food good, but I think they have room for improvement. After, we went for drinks to Modern Restaurant.
On Thursday (Jun14) we went to City Island, NY to Sea Shore restaurant. The views were incredible, the service was great, but the food was just ok. The best for me was the free corn bread that they serve at the beginning.
Last night (Jun15) we took a friend to dinner at Tapas & Cucina in Eastchester, NY. We had the most amazing time. I have enjoyed their food, ambiance and service the past two times I had been there, but this time they added music to it. They had an Italian singer, and it was great. It was her birthday and the singer came and serenated her. She was over the moon.
Yes, I have been busy 🙂
“We don’t know where we’re going, but isn’t is fun to go?” ―