I was almost 100% better when all of a sudden some of the dizziness came back. Now I know for sure that it is somehow related to stress. Wednesday was a day beyond stressful, and the dizziness came back immediately. Now I experience it sporadically throughout the day.
I didn’t return to the doctor today as it was scheduled. I didn’t see the point of going back to an ENT when he didn’t find anything wrong the first time. If anything I rather go to a neurologist. But for now my plan of action is to work on how to better deal with stress.
I will write more about it on the next post as I am short on time and I want to make sure I am get enough sleep. For now I will leave you with a beautiful prayer.
My Lord, help me to tell the truth in front of strong people
and not to lie to obtain the applause of the weak ones.
If you give me fortune, do not take away my reasoning.
If you give me success, do not take away my humility.
If you give me humility, do not take away my dignity.
Always help me to see the other side of the coin.
Don’t let me blame others of betrayal just because they don’t think just as I do.
God, teach me to love people as I love myself and to judge me as I judge others.
Please, don’t let me be proud if I succeed, or fall in despair if I fail.
Rather remind me that failure is the experience that precedes triumph.
Teach me that forgiveness is a sign of strength and revenge is a sign of weakness.
If you take success from me, give me encouragement to learn from failure.
If I ever offend people, give me courage to apologize to them.
If people offend me, give me the ability to forgive them.
Lord, if I ever forget you please forgive me and never forget me.
― Mahatma Gandhi