I think I have ADHD. I have so many plans and ideas, and want to start them now.

It will be 1 month on March 7 that I have moved out of ex’s house and into a tiny apartment.  I am still adjusting.  I think it will take awhile to really be comfortable with being alone.

Anyway, I need to find things to occupy my time, so I don’t think.  I need to busy myself. So I am looking into classes, volunteering, anything I can think of that will keep my mind occupied.

On March 7 it would have been also our 3 year anniversary!!! I can’t believe that I still have tears left. All I want is one day without crying and feeling sad. I know this is for the best, but it is hard to let go of the dream, the fairy tale. I have to remember that the Universe, God has a plan for me.

This post is all over the place, I guess I should have an idea before I start typing.

Today I got my hair cut and blow dried straight.  I haven’t used my hair straight in a long time.

I just did my nails and toes this evening.  Feels good to take care of myself again.


I forgot to mention something on the post yesterday.

My seat mate on the bus while talking to me, opened her purse and took 2 cell phone out and said these are my Obama phones.  I said: what? she repeated: Obama phone.  She explained to me that people on disability and welfare get free cell phones with 250 free minutes on it.  I have never heard of that before! Have you?

I am not sure how I feel about that!


Another messy post. But I want to make sure that I post everything day. I will learn as I go along.