“The happiness you are seeking is not to be found in the flow of life, but in your attitude toward whatever life brings.” ―
Life proceeds with the ups and downs. I proceed with gratitude. On the downs I tell myself that it will pass and I remember the ups. Without the downs life would just be flat and boring. At the up times I remember to be even more grateful.
SALE OF APARTMENT
The contract is signed. I am hoping to close soon but we have to wait for the title search that normally takes 2 to 3 weeks. For this impatient Aries having to wait is painful, but it is also a chance to learn acceptance. So I sit back, breath and inhale patience.
I was at the apartment last night and I remembered how much I loved living there. It is so cozy. I moved out to go live with the ex-boyfriend. After 3 years there he cheated on me and broke my heart, and I started this blog.
I felt a bit nostalgic. I reminded myself the reasons why I am selling it: for simplicity, for less encurbements. It is the end of a chapter.
“It is always important to know when something has reached its end. Closing circles, shutting doors, finishing chapters, it doesn’t matter what we call it; what matters is to leave in the past those moments in life that are over.” –
I have had a couple of date these past several days. I decided to keep those 2 very short, just coffee dates.
Mr. A. He is 61 and is a psychologist and also involved in a business venture. We met at a nice coffee shop in my neighborhood. His ex-wife and business partner was having issues and texting him non-stop. For some reason I didn’t really care about that.
He is a bit too much for me. It is hard to explain. He talked non-stop. I had trouble keeping up with all he was saying. No chemistry but I think we may still become friends and bond over spirituals and zen pursuits. Some of what I was able to grasp from what he was saying was actually interesting.
Mr. L. He is 55 and works for the NY Federal Court System. We met in Grand Central Station, which was very convenient for me, so I appreciated his thoughtfulness with that. We had some pleasant conversation but I did most of the talking. We seem to be at very different stages in life even though we are almost the same age. Again, a good guy but not for me. Zero chemistry.
“Let yourself disappear in the darkness; if you are loved, people will come and find you with torches in their hands! Love is a great searcher; it always searches the loved one! To see who really love you, just disappear!” ―