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back pain, facing fear, falling, getting up, joys, skiing, Trials
Back pain. Last week my lower back started hurting. I am not sure what it caused, but I suspect it is the ball I am sitting on a couple of hours a day at work. I thought it was going to improve my core, but it backfired, so until my back is 100% I have stopped using the ball. Having to skip Zumba and Yoga made me unhappy. I went to Pilates anyway – we mostly stretched and work around my back issues. This is a good reminder to be good to my body, cherish my health and strive to lead a balanced life.
Kitchen flood. One night last week I started my washer and all of a sudden I am standing in water and it doesn’t stop flowing even after I stop the machine. My poor aching back became worst after mopping and wet vacuuming for 2 hours. After 2 days the plumber finally found the source of the problem. Now all I need is someone to fix this huge hole in my wall. What is the lesson here? I am not sure, but I am learning not to stress over things, especially material things. A damaged wood floor and a hole in the wall are not the end of the world!
New Industry Regulations. New regulations are threatening to make conducting my business very difficult, actually to the point of closing our doors. These impossible requirements and looming deadlines are making me busier and more stressed than normal. I can only do my best – if for some reason this door closes I am sure a bigger and better one will be opening up in the future.
Flat tire (a second one in the space of a couple of months – different tire). (I am well aware that a flat tire is not a big deal, but since it was night time and my cell was running out of power it constituted an emergency for me). Luckily, just last week I called and got full coverage for my car and it comes with road side assistance. I am happy to report that Geico Roadside Assistance works! What needs to be done, needs to be done right now! I had been postponing making the phone call to change my insurance for awhile, but I am so relieved that I finally did it last week. I am glad I didn’t let procrastination get the best of me!
And here is the highlight:
I went skiing! Who cares about all of the above when one is going down a mountain trying not to fall, or should I say, trying to fall safely.
REI store was offering their first skiing class, so that is who I went with. There was 10 of us in big bus. A wonderful group of people, most talked all the way there and back, I slept, which made the trip seem like 30 minutes instead of 2 and half hours.
I have been dying to get to a mountain, any mountain. It was fun, fun, fun! Okay so the conditions weren’t ideal, and Windham is no Whistler but it satisfied my thirst for the mountain and open air.
A co-worker said to me: This is the time in your life when you should be stopping skiing, not starting. I find that almost insulting. What does age have to do with anything?
I love the challenge of the sport. I am both in love with and terrified by skiing. I love the idea of conquering my fear of gaining speed as I go down the mountain. I know I will get better at it, and even if I don’t, I am enjoying the trying!
My new motto: If I am not falling I am not learning! If I am not falling/failing that means that I am playing it safe and not challenging myself. Therefore I am not improving/growing. Here’s to constant growth and many falls on and off the mountain!!
It’s all about persective isn’t it? That’s the thing about the mountains – the height gives you the perspective you need :).
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You are right! Mountains are amazing to give us perspective and also a sense of peace! Many blessings to you in 2013! 🙂
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I hope you will get well soon with your back! This is for you to make your day http://yourinnerfeathersbyruby.wordpress.com/2013/01/15/blog-award-thank-you-a-million-times/
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Thank you Ruby! You are sweet! It indeed made my day! Blessings! 🙂
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Well said! Don’t listen to people who tell you to act your age. What does that mean, anyway? You might like this blog post – http://jwalkergs.wordpress.com It has a similar theme and is written by a friend. All the best!
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Hi Margaret. Thank you for your friend’s blog, I am going to check it out! A blessed day to you! 🙂
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Sorry you had so many problems this week. But I do love the way it ended!! So glad you enjoyed skiing and love your new motto. Way to turn all the negatives by doing something positive and fun!!
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Thank you so much for your supportive comment! I do feel blessed, so I just have to make the best with what life throws at me, and try not to miss the lessons in some situations! Blessings! 🙂
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Ski on! I haven’t been on a mountain yet this winter. It does sound like fun! Nice job of rolling with the punches! 🙂
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Hi Frank 🙂 What are you waiting for? Are you waiting for me? lol
You have amazing mountains there, so enjoy them!!
I can only try to make the best of every single day, is foolish to waste time focusing on the negative (I know am preaching to the choir – your blog is all about enjoying the moment and focusing on the positive! lol )A blessed Wednesday to you!
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Thank you Ana! Happy new day to you too! 🙂
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Love this philosophy! Here’s to growth!
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Thank you!! May 2013 be the year of growth and improvement to all of us! Many blessings to you! 🙂
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Such a great post!!
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Thank you! A blessed day to you! 🙂
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Your mind and heart are in the right place. As long as that continues to be true, you will never fail although you might falter. Keep on keeping on! 🙂
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Thank you! I do plan following my heart and taking on new adventures! Many blessings to you in 2013! 🙂
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A much forgotten part of life… Thanks for the reminder!
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I am glad to provide a remainder! Enjoy life and a blessed 2013 to you! 🙂
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What a wonderful motto! And way to stay positive even during challenging circumstances. We’ve all been there–when nothing seems to be going right. I applaud you. (Also, I both love and am terrified of skiing, too!) Cheers 🙂
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Thank you so much! I am glad we have skiing in common! A blessed 2013 to you!
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Good for you! Do what you want to do. If you want to ski, then ski. I don’t. Even before the stroke I never had the desire to ski. I have used my daughter’s wii to simulate skiing; I did enjoy that. Now, I have little balance, so skiing not a good idea for me.
Keep doing the things you love and love what you do,
Scott
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Hi Scott I too never thought I had an interest in skiing, until I tried and it challenged me! So I am embracing the challenge and enjoying it the most that I can. Thank you so much for the continued support! Blessings! 🙂
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amazing! Love your self affirmations of positive outcomes. Love it! I need to practice that more in my head too. 😀
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Hi Pink Thank you so much! I hope your 2013 is going wonderful! Blessings! 🙂
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A pink star to you! Yes, I’m finally grieving through my losses with a help of a grief recovery support group based on John James and Russell Friedman’s “Grief Recovery Handbook”. I’m excited and intimidated to share with others who um, well, stare at me like a peacock, but I don’t care, I’m there for me and I’m stoked to get these wounds completed in their healing process.
Thank you for being part of that inspiration. 😀
Pink.
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Oh Pink I am so proud of you! It is so great that you took the step of finding a recovery group. That handbook sounds interesting and I am definitely going to check it out. You definitely have the right attitude of focusing on your own recovery and not trying to compete or compare to others in the group. To focus on anything other than yourself it would be shortchanging yourself. More power to you girl! And to say that I played a part in inspiring you makes me so grateful and humbled! You are the best and deserve the best, and slowly but surely you are getting there! Many blessings to you in this recovery process and I look forward to watching Pink blossom! 🙂
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Thank you so much for thinking the best of me. Unfortunately, digging up old dirt means some messy bits, I was quite the cranky at work last week, conflicts with colleagues which are smoothed out now. It’s difficult being imperfect, but I’m learning to focus on what’s more important. Improving. Developing. Growing. It’s the hardest thing to admit, where you have wronged, but when you do, it allows you to make things right, especially when it comes to hurting people, and ourselves… 😀 Thank you for being that orange blossom in our lives! 😀
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You are very welcome! It is so great to see the way you are growing and dealing with your emotions! I am glad that the conflicts at work have subsided. Unfortunately dealing with certain people, specially at work, is challenging, just remember to smile and breathe before you react – it normally helps me to avoid blow ups!
Admitting we are not perfect and taking ownership of our mistakes is a big and difficult step, I am glad that you are there!
A blessed Sunday to you!
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Greetings! I may have spoken too soon as the same thing happened today. But in speaking to a colleague, she mentioned that territorialism is a chronic issue thus leading to snapping, and short-temperedness. Sigh. Perhaps an issue in working in nonprofits? I’m starting to miss working in a university, without pressures in government funding, restrictions and limitations…
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Hang in there girl! Bad days are bound to happen every now and then, but they do help to make us stronger. I hope things get better and perhaps there is a new and better job in the future for you! Blessings! 🙂
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Thanks so much!
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Ski baby ski! ..But do remember that you’re (probably?) not 17 any more and take it easy..little by little!
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hahaha I do feel 17 but I am a little older than that! Believe me I am taking baby steps, I cannot afford to break any bones 🙂
but I am really enjoying the challenge of it! Blessings to a wonderful 2013 to you! 🙂
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What a wonderful post, showing that you find a lesson and something positive out of everything that went wrong.I totally agree with everything you said. Hope your back is getting bettern adn you have lots of fun skiing! Ute x
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Hi Ute, Thank you so much! I have to be positive, the alternative is not a good options. My back is feeling better, but that was a good reminder to pay more attention to it and stretch more. Thank you so much for you supportive comments in 2012, and a blessed 2013 to you! 🙂
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