“All that I am or ever hope to be, I owe to my angel mother.” ― Abraham Lincoln
I wish all the mothers out there a wonderful Mother’s Day! May your patience be rewarded!
On dates such as this I remember how blessed I am to have my mother. I am grateful for her and for still having her around. It is not a perfect relationship, we have issues as all families do, but we love each other and we are always there for each other.
But I must confess, there is nothing like Mother’s Day to highlight that I am childless. It seems my life has skipped a whole section, the section where I get married and raise kids. Where is the cute baby that should be in my arms? Where is the trouble making teenager that I need to discipline?
oh well, I never really heard my biological clock ticking, it is just that every now and then the idea of a baby pops up in my mind. There is no regret, just the feeling that perhaps I am missing something. I always wanted to adopt. I talk about that since I was 10 years old. As I got older I thought I would have a partner that would adopt with me. To adopt a child alone doesn’t seem fair to the child, specially since I would have to continue to work and leave the child in daycare. In which case, what would be the point of adopting a child to leave him/her for others to raise?
I am happy to say that the childless feeling doesn’t last for more than a couple of minutes. It is replaced by this certainty that God has a plan and that everything is as it should be. All I need to do is look at all the blessings in my life to realize how truly blessed I am. I am following the path I was intended to follow. Always learning, always growing!
“You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestation of your own blessings.” ― Elizabeth Gilbert