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addicted to bread, Being audited, bread lover, can't eat want to eat, diet, food, from New York to Florida, gum graft, gum surgery, Life, regulators and auditors
After 2 weeks of eating just soft foods, mostly yogurts and creamy soups, today I finally had bread. I couldn’t have the French, crusty, baguette that I adore, but this soft brioche tastes like heaven.
Yes, my heaven is made of bread and butter. And coffee with chocolate and cream.
My dental issues continue. I had laser surgery and gum graft in 2 areas in my mouth. The front upper and the lower left, so eating, even soft foods, has been tricky and awkward. I still can’t have any foods that are hot, spicy, hard, seeded, etc, for another 2 weeks.
I am being extra careful as I don’t want to go through this surgery again. It is way too painful and expensive. I just they help save the implants and make the gum healthier.
There is always a silver lining, and in this case is that I lost weight. I am not sure how much, as I haven’t really weighted myself in ages… I can’t find the scale. Blame it on the messy, chaotic state of our condo. Even though we don’t have much furniture, whatever we have are in boxes, and it is a nightmare any time we need to look for something.
There is progress being made on this condo renovation, slowly but steadily. I can actually see the light at the end of this tunnel. And it is so bright, so beautiful, so full of hope.
This “not eating” really illustrated to me, how much I depend on food to even out my moods. Hi, I am Ana, and I am an emotional eater. I run to food to deal with mental discomfort. Well, for any reason really.
Many times, throughout the day, I find myself thinking of food. I know I am not hungry, what I am is anxious, worried, etc. I am happy I eat, I am sad I eat. Any emotion is dealt with food. And when I cannot rely on food, it becomes really tricky. I am lost.
Speaking of food, the pictures below are some of the snacks I bought for the auditors that are visiting my office for a few days. After only 2 years since the last physical audit, the auditors are back. They seem to love our little firm. We are guessing it is because we moved from New York to Florida and they want to see if we actually have an office, or I am working out of my bedroom.
Those cookies and pastries were fresh out of the oven, from a French bakery. Perhaps I can charm the auditors with food.
Thank you for stopping by. I wish you all a blessed weekend! I will try not to be a stranger. I keep promising that and failing. Even my blog doesn’t recognize me anymore. Sad!


Get well soon
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Thank you so much! Blessings to you!
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There’s “tummy hu nger”, “mouth hunger” and “eye hunger”. I am very rarely really hungry, but when I see / smell something tempting or know that something is going to tatse good, I find it hard to resist! Good luck with your health progress.
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You are so right with all those “hungers”. I am like you, I can’t resist some foods.
Thank you for the good wishes!
Blessings!
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looks like you have snack-o-rama ready to do, and hope you heal soon
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Yes, indeed. I hope they can be charmed with snacks 🙂
Blessings to you!
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I’m sorry for your dental struggles, Ana. Wishing you full and speedy healing!
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Hi Ab,
Thank you so much for the wishes!
Blessings!
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Nice try!
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Thank you, Sheree! Blessings!
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I remember the last dental surgery you had and that was unpleasant. And now round two, noooo….
It’s lovely to read an update of your life.
Wishing your condo reno a success and you soon nest right I to it.
Blessings to you Ana! 💚🙏
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Hi Cassa!!!
This is more like the 10th surgery 😦
The renovation is progressing slowly and it has been so trying… everything is a lesson!
I can’t wait to be done. I will post pictures soon.
Thank you and many blessings to you as well!
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I’m so sorry to read of your gum surgery and trouble eating. I completely understand the struggle with food – for any mood. I suppose it is a bit of a silver lining to lose weight – if you wanted to. 🙂
I’m also glad to hear your condo renovation is coming along and there is light at the end of the tunnel! I’m glad things are looking up for you, Ana. And you are a master at choosing snacks!
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Hi Maddie,
I am sad to report that it seems, that the moment I stopped eating soft foods and graduated to regular foods, I already gained some of those pounds back 😦
I am very positive, so I believe things are always looking up, even when they are not… it makes me feel better.
Now that the auditors are gone I have so many snacks left… I guess I have to eat them lol
Blessings!
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LOL! I would eat them, too. 🙂
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So nice to hear from you again! Pam
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Thank you, Pam! It is good to be back and to have you back!
Blessings!
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