I was almost 100% better when all of a sudden some of the dizziness came back. Now I know for sure that it is somehow related to stress. Wednesday was a day beyond stressful, and the dizziness came back immediately. Now I experience it sporadically throughout the day.
I didn’t return to the doctor today as it was scheduled. I didn’t see the point of going back to an ENT when he didn’t find anything wrong the first time. If anything I rather go to a neurologist. But for now my plan of action is to work on how to better deal with stress.
I will write more about it on the next post as I am short on time and I want to make sure I am get enough sleep. For now I will leave you with a beautiful prayer.
My Lord, help me to tell the truth in front of strong people and not to lie to obtain the applause of the weak ones. If you give me fortune, do not take away my reasoning. If you give me success, do not take away my humility. If you give me humility, do not take away my dignity. Always help me to see the other side of the coin. Don’t let me blame others of betrayal just because they don’t think just as I do. God, teach me to love people as I love myself and to judge me as I judge others. Please, don’t let me be proud if I succeed, or fall in despair if I fail. Rather remind me that failure is the experience that precedes triumph. Teach me that forgiveness is a sign of strength and revenge is a sign of weakness. If you take success from me, give me encouragement to learn from failure. If I ever offend people, give me courage to apologize to them. If people offend me, give me the ability to forgive them. Lord, if I ever forget you please forgive me and never forget me.
“In the silence of the heart God speaks. If you face God in prayer and silence, God will speak to you. Then you will know that you are nothing. It is only when you realize your nothingness, your emptiness, that God can fill you with Himself. Souls of prayer are souls of great silence.” – Mother Teresa
What holds me together when I may feel like falling apart is God, more aptly, the believe in God. My belief in a powerful being, a powerful force that watches over me gives me strength and it gives me wings.
Not only it holds me together at tough times, it lets me soar and exceed my circumstances. It lets me dream and look for miracles. I expect miracles, and normally I find them. Or they find me.
“I have been driven many times upon my knees by the overwhelming conviction that I had no where else to go. My own wisdom and that of all about me seemed insufficient for that day.”― Abraham Lincoln
No matter what happens to me or whatever I may be facing I know that I will be okay. I will always land on my feet. For as long as I can remember I hold that knowledge in my heart and gut.
I hope that you too have something or someone in your life from which you can draw strength and comfort. Perhaps you are religious or spiritual and perhaps you believe in God. You may call it God, Supreme Being, the Light, the Universe, the Creator, etc.
“Prayer is not asking. It is a longing of the soul. It is daily admission of one’s weakness. It is better in prayer to have a heart without words than words without a heart.” — Mahatma Gandhi
There are things that brings me closer to God; that makes me feel connected to my inner God, that brings me peace and serenity. Those things are: Prayers, gratitude, generosity, kindness, service to others, meditation. Also certain songs. Nothing better than a song about prayers.
“You pray in your distress and in your need; would that you might pray also in the fullness of your joy and in your days of abundance.”― Kahill Gibran
At the top is one of my favorites songs by Josh Groban: The Prayer. On the bottom there is a link of the same song performed by a beautiful daughter and her dad. It is awesome. I couldn’t decide which one to use on this post, so I am using both.
The Prayer
I pray you’ll be our eyes And watch us where we go And help us to be wise In times when we don’t know Let this be our prayer When we lose our way
Lead us to a place Guide us with your grace To a place where we’ll be safe
La luce che tu hai (I pray we’ll find your light) Nel cuore resterà (And hold it in our hearts) A ricordarci che (When stars go out each night) L’eterna stella sei (Whoa) Nella mia preghiera (Let this be our prayer) Quanta fede c’è (When shadows fill our day)
Lead us to a place (Guide us with your grace) [Both:] Give us faith so we’ll be safe
Sogniamo un mondo senza più violenza Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino Simbolo di pace, e di fraternità
La forza che ci dà (We ask that life be kind) È il desiderio che (And watch us from above) Ognuno trovi amor (We hope each soul will find) Intorno e dentro a sé (Another soul to love)
Let this be our prayer Let this be our prayer Just like every child Just like every child
Need to find a place Guide us with your grace Give us faith so we’ll be safe
È la fede che Hai acceso in noi Sento che ci salvera
“Prayer is not asking. Prayer is putting oneself in the hands of God, at His disposition, and listening to His voice in the depth of our hearts.”― Mother Teresa